Well its come down to it.. and its time to close the doors  Its been a good run.. and I have enjoyed the hell out of it.  I am done with the hobby in all aspects.  If you happen to live close to me.. you might see me fire up a heli on occasion.. but I am done dealing with the back-biting, egotistical, asshats that love to use people and toss them aside..   Yeah .. like Asid,  you guys will never know the truth about what this guy is capable of until he does it to you.  That is all I am going to say about it.. But as your reading this.. Make a mental note  and when that day comes for him to step on you to get to satisfy his ego.  Think about me.. Cause I will be giggling just a bit.

So to all of you that truly enjoyed the show for what it was.. thanks a bunch.. to all of you that used it for your own agendas… FUCK OFF.  You know who you are.  So don’t bother responding or sending emails.. cause I literally am shutting it all down.. skype, all of it.. emails as well.. ill leave this up though cause I want people to know what Asid is truly about.  Himself.. make no mistake about it.

I haven’t been going to the forums for a while.. and frankly I don’t miss it.. and you will most likely never see me on any forum again.  You gotta believe when I say this is for my own sanity.. so please no emails.. really I am not interested anymore.

Some of you might be saying.. Dan this really seems out of character for you .. your right it is.. so you must understand ..Exactly how much SHIT a person can go through before they just cant take it anymore?  Well I have reached that point.. Asid left the show.. ok no biggie.. but been getting emails asking me to take this down of the page and that down off the page “under these circumstances” they say.. what circumstances??

So to Asid.. your foot soldiers are doing just as you asked..  if you wanted me to leave.. you should have just said so.. but this action your taking is just shit.

Decided to add one more thing.. had  a few phone calls today.. seems Asid is contacting people and trying to get them to see me in a bad light.. Whats funny about this.. is Asid talked to a guy that he once told me “is not to be trusted” I guess he is telling everyone that I am behind the Heli Freak picture thing.  This makes sense now.. as I told you  all about the comments that have been made to me.. “under these circumstances”

Well don’t really have a response to that.. do I know who posted it.. yes.. did I ask him or tell him to.. no.. did I even know he was going to.. no.. am I going to sell him out NOPE.. he is my friend, his intentions are not known to me.. but friends make mistakes.. and that is all there is to it.  So now we get into some facts and figures..  Asid is telling others that I wanted to turn the show into a money maker.  He didn’t want to sell T-shirts and all this other stuff.. NOPE he was perfectly happy having me pay for it all.. Just like he is perfectly happy having someone ELSE pay for his new project. Well ok.. let’s go down that road.

On top of the nearly 2 thousand USD i have put into it.  The show has a monthly cost of $57 dollars.. So I ask you,  I am I trying to be commercial by wanting the show to pay for itself??  NO.. I am not and we all know that. But Dan.. your selling T-shirts as well..  yes I am.. but I can tell you that in the last three months of selling shirts They made about 25 bucks.   But Dan you put up a PayPal donation button,  Yup did that as well and thank you to those who have donated but still that figure comes to about $65.  But Dan you have “sponsors” listed on your site.   Yeah I do, and the only thing they have done is give the nation products or promotions to give to you the listener.  No money has been exchanged.  If this was a commercial project I should have been fired a LONG time ago.  To be fair I will tell you that Asid did inform me that he had a large phone bill for the past few months.. All I have to say is that is an added cost that the show should have paid for.

Now if you want my personal opinion on this matter ill give it to you.. After all this is MY blog.. I can say what I want right?

REMEMBER THIS IS JUST MY OPINION.  Asid used me; he used my time, my willingness to put in the hours for editing, financing and growing the show.  Now that he perceived that his notoriety is such that he can do it alone he is doing just that. .  He leaves a wake wherever he goes.  He did it with me and dicey with the RC freak podcast.   And to be honest I can’t help but wonder if I was walked into that mess with helifreak.   I can tell you Asid is a manipulator and a masterful game player.  From firsthand experience I can tell you the whole helifreak drama he played everyone.  He knows just what to say, when to say it.  And I can promise you that he played me against Finless Bob, telling the two of us just enough information to let us continue to be at odds with each other.

Asid always told me that Finless Bob and Will James see me as an easy target.  Now I know why, I trusted him and thought of him as my friend take a close look I was the bad guy in that whole helifreak mess and now I am the bad buy here you have to TRUST me when I say….. THAT IS JUST HOW ASID WANTED IT TO PLAY.   So be careful in your dealings with him.

To Will James and the HELI FREAK community.

I have learned that I need to trust my gut instinct when I find myself in a new situation.  Well here I am in a new situation my gut tells me I owe an apology to Will James and all the members of the Helifreak community.  I have no intention of trying to get back into that community.  Right now I am uncertain about my involvement in this hobby at any level and I have grown disillusioned with the politics and peoples egos.  I understand now that It seems a bit naiveté of me but I just wanted to do a show that everyone liked, but what I found was if you attempt that there are people that will stop at no bounds to step over you, use you for what you  have to offer and not think twice about it.

So as Asid continues to throw drama in the spokes to draw attention to himself.. I want you to know Will… I have no part of it.. I am not involved.  I wish I would have listened to you. At the start of this.. I threw myself under the buss for a person that I thought was my friend.. I got myself banned because he convinced me he made a mistake.. And I think we can all see Asid doesn’t make mistakes.. His actions are intentional.

Goodbye Everyone…

Dan